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Princess
Monday, May 25, 2009 | 9:53 PM
I wanted to be a princess when I was a kid. I wanted to wear ball gowns and tiaras. I wanted flower necklaces, I wanted a castle with a forest outside it. I wanted animal friends and a Prince Charming by the time I turn 16. Too bad I'm not a kid anymore. I'm turning 21 tomorrow and I'm excited. Thanks to everyone who made me feel like a princess when I was growing up. Come to think of it, tomorrow is another day to grow up. Grow. There's no such thing as grow down, I guess? Hence tomorrow is another day to grow. Hey I saw Belo on TV a while ago and she was of course asked how she's feeling about the whole thing. She said it's the worst that happened to her but there's always a silver lining. She didn't look depressed or anything and I admire her. I admire her strength to face the thing and still smile, and yeah I admire her even if she was just faking that smile. Fake smiles can go a long way haha. So yeah silver lining. That could be one of my resolutions. Maybe I should find a silver lining in everything, everyday. Even if bad days annoy the hell out of me, I'm gonna a find a silver lining in it. Do you know what a Silver Wing is? Oh yeah, I should start acting my age. I do act my age and people know it but there are just some aspects that I'm weak about. I'll change that. And I'll change a lot more but I'm too lazy to enumerate them haha. 21 years! 2 more and I'll have a title. Hopefully. 9 more and I'll get a new surname. Hopefully. Btw I saw on tv the other day that this dad of an actress told her daughter 'I just hope you're happy' and the girl said 'Of course I am, I'm very happy' something like that. And I saw the happiness in her! The dad just wanted to make sure she's happy with everything in her life right now, and with the man she was going to marry. Haha I was kind of 'Aawww' for the thing haha. Sooo for a birthday wish I wish happiness like genuine happiness, that kind of happiness I saw in her face. I envied that haha I want something like that if not exactly it haha. Oh, therefore I want happy endings. Happily ever afters. I don't want to be a princess anymore. I want a happily ever after. I wonder if this idea will change after 21 more years? I hope not, hahaha!
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+ It's pronounced as i-den, NOT eh-den. + This site's url came from the idea of my name being a cheese brand and a garden in Genesis. + I hate being called by my second name. + The blog's title is an anagram of my whole name. + I have a Chinese surname. Funny it speaks more of my color than my blood. Hahaha! + But yeah I'm still a Shobe, I still have drops, and they're gonna stick with me forever, I know. + My bestfriend calls me Patti, derived from my second name. She's been calling me that since 4th year high school. + Everyone else calls me by my first name. + I was once Dentan back in gradeschool, sounds like dental huh. + Some people call me by my first and surname though. ~ If nicknames were made to have ease by saying less syllables, some prefer to say more when it comes to me. + Aside from that cheese and garden, my name also appeared in Rizal's Mi Ultimo Adios. + I've told you it's i-den, right? Haha there's this one who pronounced it as eh-din. OH NO. I know. + You know the song Quit Playing Games With My Heart? Some people often sing the first line as... ~ Eden in my heart. How cornyyy hahaha! + There was an Eden in Heroes. Cool power. Or maybe because the owner has my name. + I see an Eden in the menu I'll surely order it. + It's pretty hard to misspell a four-letter name, but EDED will always be accepted. :P 
I was born 10 years after the first legal casino in the eastern United States opened in Atlantic City, New Jersey. I love watching Heroes, Gossip Girl, and the Lilo and Stitch series. I listen to Incubus, I read Sophie Kinsella, and I believe that Nintendo's Pokemon is the best game on earth. :P The People I Love
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