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Goodbye.

2009-09-13T20:27:00.005+08:00

The last time I posted something was the day before I started working. I work here, I'm one of the people handling this, and, ehem. :D

I made a new blog months ago and I've decided to move there from now on. I won't delete this blog though, because there was this guy who used to read this because we don't really talk in class.

Oh man I'm getting kilig again. :"> Hihi!

Bye Blogger!

I'm back!

2009-06-21T02:14:00.003+08:00

Hello there, I'm just here for an update. Not that you need one. I just feel like writing about my life right now.

A lot has happened, I could have given you Chapter 2 and Chapter 3 of Job Hunt already, but then there were times I was too tired to type or I was too occupied with Text Twist. Haha. Anyhoo it wasn't easy for me, that whole job thingy, I realized that making decisions or making a stand isn't that easy. Yes, I cried over not knowing what to do. How shameful. They just needed a Yes or No from me and what did I do? I delayed them for almost a week, and while delaying them I was crying over not knowing what to answer. And so I thought I was some tough girl. I guess I'm still a kid. Little girl. Haha.

Anywayyy I said yes. Kinda. Just kinda. I'll tell you more about it next time.

Oh, I made another blog. Which is still empty. And it's Fathers' Day! Happy Fathers' Day, Papa! And it's Siena's birthday too! Happy 22nd Siena Maaaeee!!! I wonder when will we meet again?

Later's going to be a busy day. I think. And I guess I won't have internet for the coming week. I'll be off somewhere else. Because of (drum roll) WORK! Haha.

I miss you, Elson! Get back here soon, I miss being with you already. Sigh. Have fun there and behave, ok? I love you :)

New Layout

2009-06-09T22:11:00.003+08:00

Yey!

I'll add more links soon. And and and the tagboard. Really soon.

Mushy

2009-06-08T15:53:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU, ELSON GO :)

Keyword

2009-06-07T20:48:00.003+08:00

Someone googled ust eden tan and landed on this blog. On this post, specifically. I wonder how many Eden Tans there are in UST? And if I were the one he/she was looking for.

Doesn't matter to me though. What matters more is that post he/she landed on! Hahahahaha my gaddd, I get really sabaw at times and this blog takes it all. That's why I don't blog in Multiply- I blog here because people barely know this site, hence they won't be bothered by my spur of the moment literature. No Inbox message screaming "Read me! Read me!". And now there's this someone curious and of all the posts that he/she could have read, he/she ended up with that one. I mean come on. There are better, more serious posts but why did it have to be that one?! Sheesh.

I really should put a diclaimer somewhere in here. That the stuff I write here are products of either boredom, or severe boredom. That it should not be taken seriously. That I should not be judged with these. Hahaha!

Job Hunt

2009-06-05T22:42:00.006+08:00

***This post is too long, I know. Haha you guys don't really have to read everything. I just wanted to write everything down so maybe years from now I'll go back to this and laugh at myself. Laugh at my first few steps haha. If it interests you but don't have the time, you could just go and read the last paragraph- it has the stuff I really want to say anyway.

Prologue

I started sending out resumes last week, May 25 to be exact. Just that day last week, for the sake of trying. Haha I did that on purpose, I wanted to see if someone would call me up on my birthday the next day. No company did, though. But one firm replied 3 days after.

Chapter 1

That firm asked me to go to their office Monday, Monday first of June. First job interview ever. Ever in my whole life! And yeah you guessed it right, I sucked at it hahaha! I went home thinking maybe it wasn't that bad but recalling the stuff I told that nice lady, man my thoughts were really incoherent and vague. Good thing she was nice. Plus the Cad exam they made me take was a complete disaster. I'm only familiar with the 2009 version and they made me use 2004 I think. I hate hate hate the controls of that version! O wasn't Offset and DI wasn't dimension. I can't even Pan and Zoom using the mouse!!! Do you have any idea how frustrated I was with it? They just asked me to make a detailed plan of a freaking small room and I wasn't even able to deliver well because of that freaking loser of a versionnn!!! How shameful. Plus the interview. Okay can we please forget it now. I knew all along anyway that I have this big chance of messing up first times. Hahaha.

By the way the very nice lady {She's one of the firm's Senior Architects} offered me an apprenticeship job, since that's what really fits fresh Architecture graduates anyway. She was like waiting for an answer and I tried to explain my thoughts regarding that... but failed. Haha! I then had no choice but tell her straight that I'm not really sure if money from apprenticeship can sustain my everyday expenses in terms of working there. They're very far, hence transpo fee, they're very far I'll get tired, hence big food money needed. Haha. I didn't say that part though. Hahaha. She just smiled and almost laughed but she understood me. She told me I could just call them up by the time I make up my mind about it.

Tuesday, the next day, I received an SMS from this Engineering/Construction company. They're just in Greenhills so yeah they're near enough, they scheduled an interview 1PM the next day.

Wednesday. I woke up around 9AM and received 3 calls, each call a matter of 15-30 mins from the other. All were Engineering/Construction companies. I decided to drop the first 2 and maybe go to the third caller the next day. Which I did. But lemme talk about Wednesday interview first.

I came in earlier than scheduled, so I had to wait, good thing I brought a book to keep me company. The company was actually looking for Civil Engineers, I just took a chance that maybe they also needed an Architect, or an Architect-to-be at least. Haha. All the other applicants, my gaddd, were men. Men, not boys. Men who meant serious construction business they made me look like some little girl lost. The office was small, and it had people not my age. They had very few women. After almost an hour a guy interviewed me and haha what an absent-minded guy. I wasn't sure if he knew what he was doing. Until he gave me my Cad exam... He made me plan a house, with elevations. He said maybe I could do it in less than an hour. That was when I confirmed to myself that he really didn't know what he was doing.

The next scenes were very dragging. Then I went home tired, really really tired and annoyed with what he made me do. He was out of his mind! He asked me to come back the next day to speak with the owner. He scheduled me at 10AM and I said I wasn't sure, remember the third caller? That caller scheduled me at 9AM and I wasn't sure if I could make it at 10AM with them. They weren't my priority anymore, since I didn't really like their office anyway. Older people, boring environment. No sign of growth.

Anyhoo Thursday came and I went to that 9AM thing. Man what a waste of time. I didn't like the place, and I didn't like the people in it even more. Well yeah the place is ok since the company's just starting but the staff- oh no I wouldn't be friends with them. I don't know how to describe them... I just don't like them. I sat there hurrying, thinking of a way to get out fast haha until a girl came to me and asked for a copy of my resume and gave me some paper to answer in return. I did and told her I had to leave soon because of an emergency. After answering the thing the owner showed up and he talked with me. He was actually nice! Finally someone decent in that place haha.

Turns out he's an Engineer, and a husband of an Interior Designer. He asked me stuff, I told him what I needed, and he was very nice in the sense that he was very willing to make room for my growth. He was saying I could do this, do that, assist in this, learn from that, blablabla. It was very tempting only if his staff were as nice as him, I know I know I haven't even talked to any of his staff yet but ugh. UGH. So anyway he was done with opportunities, he was going to make me take the Cad exam next which I conveniently escaped through the magic word- emergency. He said maybe I could just call them up and let them know when I could continue their exam. I felt bad for leaving too soon, he really was nice and the offers were nice too but I just didn't see myself working in there. Hence I won't continue, I won't call.

So yeah I dashed to that 10AM meeting next. I was a few minutes late, and there were even more men this time. Scaryyy haha. I sat inside the room, waited for the owner since he was the one supposed to talk with me, and yeah he arrived after almost an hour. He did what I think was his routinary check of the office, asked for coffee and stuff, I was actually scared at first because he sounded masungit but when he called me in, he was actually the opposite.

We then talked and talked and in the end he gave me scenarios. He said he wasn't really sure if he needed someone like me since Engineers were their immediate need. Nevertheless, he told me that if I get hired, I'm gonna do this scenario 1 or maybe do scenario 2. Both opportunities were great, I expressed my interest, especially with scenario 2 and he was like "Bata ka pa, hindi mo alam ang sinasabi mo," Haha I practically laughed, I knew then that he was thinking I was too young for his projects. Too young, too inexperienced. Anyhoo he gave scenario 3 which was if he wasn't going to hire me, he'll refer me to the architectural firms that he had tied up with before. Now that part's too good to believe! Haha. But I thanked him anyway.

I went home tired, really really tired that I slept after eating. I woke up around 6PM and I got another call. This company's listed in Architectural Practice but their website showed interior spaces / design only. The person on the other line asked me to go to their office 10 or 1030 AM the next day.

I checked my email after a few minutes. Apparently this company replied in my email, maybe hours before, thanking me for my application but said they don't need an Architect at the time. The message said they'll call once they do. That got me confused but I decided to stick with the phone call and come anyway.

10AM. More than 12 hours ago. I went to their office and there was this nice girl who knew I was coming and let me in. The receptionist saw me, she was probably the one who replied to my email, and asked if I were the Architect-applicant. I said yes and all heads flew to my direction. She was smiling and I saw the hesistance in her- they really weren't sure if they needed someone like me. More like they were 80% sure they don't need an Architect at this time! Haha! She made me sit anyway and told me to wait for the person who insisted to call me up. That guy came and the girl said "Ayan na, ayan yung pinatawag mo," I followed the guy and he gave me to another guy, who asked a few questions and made me do an elevation.

Which was, of course, a section to me. He was asking me to do something Interior Designers do. It was elevation to them, section to me. I reflected the section of perpedicular walls, he said it wasn't needed. I took the initiative of injecting some designs, he said it was the boss's job, and not mine / theirs exactly. The whole thing took long and when I had the finished product, man was that way easier than I thought. I kind of feel ashamed he had a hard time explaining things to me but I'm pretty sure he understands- he knows I'm an Architecture graduate. He even said that if I were going to get hired, I would do some big adjustments.

Oh bummer. I liked it there! Their office is nice! I mean the environment looks good, the desks are ok, the people in it look fun. That receptionist looks fun. The man who called me up looks ok. The guy who supervised me is fun too, along with the guy next to his desk and the girl wearing sleeveless who smelled like a baby. Hahaha! I was kind of sad that they don't need an Architect at the time. And even sadder that I didn't perform well in trying Interior Design stuff. To tell you guys honestly, it got me confused. I didn't get the sense of not reflecting the perpendicular wall! Hahaha!!! Boo. I would have loved it there. Among the offices I went to this week, that office was the best, hands down. It would be a bit wrong for me to work there though because if I go with them I won't get to practice Architecture that much. But I like their office. Hmm I'm now thinking if they just wasted my time or what. What's the sense of making me go there if they don't need an Architect anyway? They just made me feel bad for not being needed there :( I really would have loved to work there. Aww too bad.

So yeah, I got a taste of everything this week and I think that's good. I was able to taste a bit of real world Architecture, real world Engineering and real world Interior Design. And may I just say that I am very proud because I realized that I made the right decision 5 years ago. Architecture really is where I want to go. See back then I was torn between Civil Engineering and Architecture- good thing I went this way. Of course I also have a heart for Interior Design, we all know that aside from growing with cartoons I also grew up with Lifestyle Network's Room for Change and other shows which do makeovers of rooms. I actually attribute the trigger of my love for spaces through those shows. In order of dreams, it was Interior Design - Civil Engineering - Architecture. But now, in terms of interest, Architecture of course takes the cake while Interior Design comes next and Civil Engineering last. Geez it's just too bad that I screwed up that Monday First of June Architecture Firm opportunity. Anyway I'll just try other firms next time. Soon. For now, I will rest. Haha I intend to enjoy the weekend, because this week sucked a lot of energy from me haha.

Portfolio, Chapter 1

2009-05-30T16:07:00.002+08:00

I started on my Portfolio yesterday. Err actually I started on it a long time ago but I wasn't serious then, as much much much as I was serious yesterday.

I woke up earlier than usual, around 9:30 AM (I usually wake up at 2PM) and I got up, and opened my laptop. No breakfast. I started working and I noticed that I got slower than usual, just shows that I haven't really been working for months already. I worked, worked, worked, took lunch, work work work work worrrkkkkkk, dinner, bath, work work workkkkk.

Man it felt good. Haha. I slept at almost 4AM and decided to continue the rest today, unfortunately I woke up late again. I really got tired yesterday, considering that I haven't concentrated that way for long already. Plus the rain today. It made me love my bed more. Anyhoo I got up 2PM again, took lunch and sent Mama's tutees home, and opened my laptop.

I lost the work feeling. I HATE ITTTTT.

So now I'm blogging in the hope that after I explain what I have in mind, I'll slowly get back to that feeling yesterday. Plus I have to fix my room. It's such a mess, I hate working in this kind of mess. And I have to get some new music. And I really have to stop getting nervous.

Determination

2009-05-29T02:18:00.001+08:00

Kailangan, determined. DETERMINATION!

21

2009-05-26T23:55:00.001+08:00

Princess

2009-05-25T21:53:00.006+08:00

I wanted to be a princess when I was a kid. I wanted to wear ball gowns and tiaras. I wanted flower necklaces, I wanted a castle with a forest outside it. I wanted animal friends and a Prince Charming by the time I turn 16.

Too bad I'm not a kid anymore. I'm turning 21 tomorrow and I'm excited. Thanks to everyone who made me feel like a princess when I was growing up.

Come to think of it, tomorrow is another day to grow up. Grow. There's no such thing as grow down, I guess? Hence tomorrow is another day to grow. Hey I saw Belo on TV a while ago and she was of course asked how she's feeling about the whole thing. She said it's the worst that happened to her but there's always a silver lining. She didn't look depressed or anything and I admire her. I admire her strength to face the thing and still smile, and yeah I admire her even if she was just faking that smile. Fake smiles can go a long way haha.

So yeah silver lining. That could be one of my resolutions. Maybe I should find a silver lining in everything, everyday. Even if bad days annoy the hell out of me, I'm gonna a find a silver lining in it.

Do you know what a Silver Wing is?

Oh yeah, I should start acting my age. I do act my age and people know it but there are just some aspects that I'm weak about. I'll change that. And I'll change a lot more but I'm too lazy to enumerate them haha.

21 years! 2 more and I'll have a title. Hopefully. 9 more and I'll get a new surname. Hopefully.

Btw I saw on tv the other day that this dad of an actress told her daughter 'I just hope you're happy' and the girl said 'Of course I am, I'm very happy' something like that. And I saw the happiness in her! The dad just wanted to make sure she's happy with everything in her life right now, and with the man she was going to marry. Haha I was kind of 'Aawww' for the thing haha. Sooo for a birthday wish I wish happiness like genuine happiness, that kind of happiness I saw in her face. I envied that haha I want something like that if not exactly it haha.

Oh, therefore I want happy endings. Happily ever afters. I don't want to be a princess anymore. I want a happily ever after. I wonder if this idea will change after 21 more years? I hope not, hahaha!

Beautiful Lie... Then.

2009-05-23T00:00:00.006+08:00

I woke up same time today... only this time someone woke me up.

*** EDEN TAN! ***

Nandito na diploma mo.

Oh no. One big OH-NO.

So yeah I got up and my Mom handed me the tube. It was yellow and it had the logo of my University which looked smaller compared to the logo of the courier hahaha. I stared at it for a long time. I know that in the coming days I'm gonna get nagged because I don't have any reason to bum around anymore.

I went to my bed and opened the thing. It had a letter, my transcript and the diploma. Cool diploma, I was expecting the typical parchment thingy hahaha but the paper was different and it was huge. A3 I think? I don't know what to say about the background though. I read what was written, and yeah my name was there and this big Bachelor of Science in Architecture. Haha when I read that line I kinda felt like singing 'This is real, this is me, I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be' HAHA did I get the lyrics right? I heard that song playing on my mind when I was holding the thingy. Come to think of it, was I really exactly where I was supposed to be? I was on my bed, at 2PM, in my pajamas. Great.

So yeah I'll try to look for work really soon. I'm kinda getting tired of staying here all the time anyway. I need some air and sunshine hahaha. And I really should stop telling myself that I don't need to work yet. Sigh. I wish my parents would forgive me for delaying work so long haha. I'm just kinda scared, see it's a whole new thing to me. Totally new, totally totally.

Wish me luck. I'll try now. No of course not really now-now, haha but I'll take further steps now. Baby steps? HAHAHA :))

PS. I'm excited about it. The thought of waking up early and getting home late now excites me. And overtime. For some weird reason, I'm excited about getting overtimes. Haha.

PPS. That asterisk thing above is a The Book Thief rip off. Hahaha :P

PPPS. Look at the time of this post. Cool! Haha happy May 23rd ;)

Art Teacher

2009-05-22T02:13:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA Why not. :)) :))

Hair

2009-05-22T02:09:00.002+08:00

I wish it would grow longer, faster. I don't know why but I really want long hair right now. Longer, thicker, blacker hair. So thick, so long that I'd have a hard time managing it.

Good Morning!

2009-05-21T11:21:00.003+08:00

Hey hello! I'm up this early today. Surprise surprise. Haha!

Look at the time below, it's AM yo! HAHAHA and I woke up by myself. Ohyeeeeaaahhh.

Words

2009-05-20T20:50:00.007+08:00

So yeeeeah you figured, hindi ko tinapos resume ko yet haha. Pero I had dinner na. Hahaha!

Did you notice na bago na naman layout? Haha I picked this one from Blogger ulit. The plain version of the one I had before the previous one in here haha. I had to change kasi I felt like wanting something clean na lang muna. Grand Carnival Night's gone na, have you ever wondered what it really meant? Haha actually nothing much. When I was doing thesis I learned na in our country, yung first form of pageant was the one that looked for Carnival Queens. If my memory's right, the first one we had was Pura Villanueva back in 1908. From then on, they had to assign a Carnival Queen yearly for the annual Manila Carnival. Haha. So there kapag meron na, she gets recognized on the grand carnival night. Grand Carnival Night sounded good to me I had to make it my title.

Before Grand Carnival Night, this blog was just called Garden of Eden. Now do I have to explain? Haha anyhoo it's now framedtaginonetrain. Haha pauso. But anyway it's the anagram of my name. Dati when I'm bored, as in dati back in grade school I play with names gamit ang FLAMES. Oo. Flames. How corny could I get di'ba? Luckily I grew up and I went to playing games with brains naman like formulating anagrams for my name. As in kapag dumating ang time na tulala na ako in my drafting table, kukuha ako ng papel at isusulat ko ang pangalan ko then voila!

Matagal ko nang naformulate yan. At marami pa akong naformulate na iba kaso nawala na yung paper. Yan lang ang naaalala ko kasi yan lang yung medyo may sense haha. And I got the idea from MTV nga pala. They had this commercial na ang daming anagrams for Music Television, naiinggit ako I had to formulate some for my name too haha.

Aside from anagrams, I did ambigrams na rin. And no not because of Angels and Demons hahaha! Err hmm sige maybe partly because of it. Pero the real main reason was my blockmate used to make some kasi. And he got the idea from the novel. I used to make ambigrams na even before I read the book. Pero syempre I lost some of my works from before, this one na lang ang natira:

Yeah pasikat pa ko nun, hahaha I made an ambigram for my name with Aizza's name when you turn it upside down. So ambigram parin ba yun? Or are ambigrams supposed to be symmetrical? Hmm.

Why do I have to post that thing kung kelan sikat ang Angels and Demons? Mukha tuloy akong nakikiuso hahaha. I haven't watched the movie by the way.

The Secret Life of Eden Tan

2009-05-20T19:03:00.006+08:00

Ang dami kong gustong iblog lately, super daming stuff on my mind I'm betting malilimutan ko yung iba. Anyway a minute before I decided to make this post, I was lying in my bed lang listening to Soho Dolls. Then naalala ko someone once said na there's this Eden in real life then yung Eden sa blog is kind of like a whole new person. Then naisip ko, pano kung may third version pa? Haha I mean come on, I don't say everything here and lalong I don't say everything in real life. Pano yung thoughts na nasa akin lang? Yeah maybe I should keep record of them too. Tapos gagawa ako ng book, The Secret Life of Eden Tan. Anong value nun? Pwedeng I will work hard then super sisikat ako. Then pwedeng sumali ako ng reality show then magiging artista ako then I will enter politics tapos magiging President na ko ng country. Tapos gagawin ko tuwing birthday ko, parang quadricentennial ng UST. Pero not really, may 3 elements lang naman e: May sasayaw, may cake, may fireworks. Mukha bang quadricentennial yun? Hahaha pwede na. Ayos! My future is mapped out. Now all I gotta do is eat dinner and finish my resume.

Nana nana nana nanana

2009-05-20T03:08:00.002+08:00

Okay I'm supposed to fix my stuff na and go to sleep pero haha ayoko pa. I was thinking tatapusin ko na yung photoshop thingy and blog after phone pero no to both- this is not even the blog entry I'm supposed to finish. Bukas na.

I'm random, and it's okay. It has always been okay.

50 First Reactions

2009-05-11T02:40:00.003+08:00

This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS. Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back to change. Doesn't matter how random, just type it!

1. BEER: Belly

2. FOOD: Apple I want one right now Mama hand me the Apple please, thank you.

3. RELATIONSHIPS: can only go as far as God plans it to go. YESSS.

4. YOUR CRUSH: JOHNNY DEPP!

5. POWER RANGERS: I'm not a fan

6. LIFE: The Five People You Meet In Heaven. Haha.

7. THE PRESIDENT: is small and very annoying

8. YUMMY: YanYan hahaha

9. CARS: Red hot

10. MOVIE: Revenge of the Fallen, I'm waiting for you, don't fail me.

11. HALLOWEEN: Pumpkin

12. SEX: The One

13. RELIGION: Catholic

14. HATE: A-a-aaanger

15. FEAR: Cockroaches. Flying cockroaches yuck

16. MARRIAGE: By the time I turn 30

17. BLONDES: I wanted to be one when I was a kid HAHAHA

18. SLIPPERS: Sleepairs

19. SHOES: Heels

20. ASIANS: Koreans are pretty

21. PAST TIME: Thinking of what to do next hahaha

22. ONE NIGHT STAND: is for the sex maniac.

23. MY CELLPHONE: Maroon Razr, I love you forever.

24. SMOKE: Not too much please, but yeah it can be sexy sometimes.

25. FANTASY: Fairies. Wonderland. Duh.

26. COLLEGE: Aww I just graduated, no more Beato for me by June.

27. HIGH SCHOOL LIFE: Could have done better, but I really don't care much haha

28. PAJAMAS: I love! Green on me right now.

29. STARS: Falling aww I'm getting kilig all over again HAHAHAHAHA

30. FITNESS CENTER: Exercise. Oh no.

31. ALCOHOL: with Moisturizer haha

32. LOVE: The One

33. FRIENDS: Wondering who would be the 3 left

34. MONEY: Goal

35. HEARTACHE: No time for that. Why waste energy haha.

36. TIME: Tic toc tic toc, take me back 15 years ago, I'll study again and try to write with my left hand this time.

37. DIVORCE: Think of the kids

38. DOGS: are cute sometimes.

39. UNDIES: On top

40. PARENTS: Honor your father and mother. Sure.

41. BABIES: No not now

42. EX: Done, forgiven, forgotten

43. SONG: AAF's Movies playing right now

44. COLOR: Green. Violet sucks FOREVER

45. WEDDINGS: Aww. I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss.

46. PIZZA: With salt and hot sauce please.

47. HANGOUT: My room. Because there's nowhere else to go to huhuhu.

48. RESTO: Restaurant City. I wonder why people are so addicted with it.

49. GOAL: Live a good life, earn a lot, marry The One, be happy for the rest of my life.

50. INSPIRATION: The good life, money, The One, happiness.

Bored

2009-05-08T01:58:00.003+08:00

1. Were you named after anyone?

Not exactly, but the first two letters of my name (and my sisters' names too) are from my father.

2. When was the last time you cried?

Just this summer. Can't remember when exactly.

3. Do you like your handwriting?

Yes!

4. What is your favorite lunch meat?

Err chicken? Haha I can eat it any time of the day.

5. Do you have kids?

My very few gadgets are my babies. Spark's sick right now; has been sick since last year and yeah I'm not a good mom for not having him checked hahaha.

6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?

Of course. I'd probably be very happy hahahaha!

7. Do you use sarcasm?

Yes.

8. Do you still have your tonsils?

Yes.

9. Would you bungee jump?

Sure.

10. What is your favorite cereal?

Frosties forever! Hahaha!

11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?

Just with my high cut Chucks.

12. What is your favorite ice cream?

Not really an ice cream girl... But I love Cheese and Strawberry :)

14. What is the first thing you notice about people?

Their face. The expression. And if he/ she is pretty.

15. Red or Pink?

Red for my nails, Pink for clothes maybe.

16. What is your least favorite thing about yourself?

My knowing what to do but not doing it anyway (then regretting it later).

17. Who do you miss the most?

I'll have to say Joahnna. She really has been a great friend :)

18. Do you want everyone to complete this list?

I don't care and I'm not tagging anyone anyway.

19. What color of pants and shoes are you wearing?

Yellow pajamas, barefoot.

21. What are you listening to right now?

AOL Radio. Something from Lady GaGa.

22. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?

Tan! Hahaha!

23. Favorite smells?

Smell of something I baked; smell of a great-smelling guy. Hahaha.

24. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

Elson

25. Do you like the person who sent this to you?

No one really sent this haha. Just found this around Facebook.

26. Fave sports to watch?

Wow this one's tough. HAHAHA. But maybe Basketball? That would do I guess. Haha

27. Hair color?

Black. Given the chance though, I'd like to dye it with Black, I want it Black-er, Jet Black black.

28. Eye color?

Darkest brown you'll see. I want it Black, too, though. Jet black you'd think I was possessed or something haha.

29. Do you wear contacts?

Nope, but I'm open to it.

30. Fave food?

Hmm. Right now it's Yogurt.

31. Scary movies or happy endings?

Happy endings definitely.

32. Last movie you watched?

Pirates of the Caribbean At World's End here at home, Monsters vs. Aliens in the cinemas.

33. What color shirt are you wearing?

White.

34. Summer or winter?

Haha summer since I don't get to experience winter.

35. Hugs or kisses?

Both :)

36. Favorite desserts?

Yogurt right now. Orrr anything sweet.

37. Most likely to respond?

No one.

38. Least likely to respond?

Everyone hahaha I'm not tagging anyone ok?

39. What book are you reading now?

The Five People You Meet In Heaven. It has been sitting by my bedside since forever hahaha

40. What is on your mousepad?

I don't use any.

41. What did you watch on TV last night?

I barely watch TV ever since Mama had the cable cut. Boohoo.

42. Favorite sounds?

Music from MichellePhan's videos hahaha! And alternative, most of the time.

43. Rolling Stones or Beatles?

I know more Beatles so yeah, Beatles.

44. What is the farthest you've been away from home?

Davao, and I have a vague memory about it haha.

45. Do you have a special talent?

Sarcasm. It works wonders sometimes hahaha! Kidding :P

46. Where were you born?

Manila, Philippines!

47. Whose answers are you looking forward to?

No one.

48. Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?

Yes, I don't think they left though. It just kind of happened ;)

49. Do you know anyone who would just drop anything to come and see you?

Wow, that's hard and sad. Hahaha. Maybe my father ;)

50. What is wrong with you right now?
My body clock and my planning to fix it but not taking action.

51. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up today?

What time is it?

52. Have you ever faked sick?

Yes, who hasn't?!

53. Who was the last person of the same sex you had a conversation with?

Mama.

54. Who is the longest crush you have had?

Err. None? Just Johnny Depp right now.

55. What will you be doing tomorrow?

Same stuff I did today. Gaa this is sick. I should get a job... And I should stop saying 'I'll get a job I'll get a job' when really, I won't. Gaa.

56. Bet you're missing someone right now?

Of course.

57. Do you get along with girls?

Yep. Except those who get to my nerves hahaha!

58. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

Batad!

59. Are your nails painted?

No. Maybe I should paint them. I want a new color though.

60. Ever had someone you like tell you they never want to see or talk to you?

No never.

61. Have you ever liked someone older than you?

I very rarely like someone younger than me.

62. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?

It's stupid to get into one if it's not really worth it.

63. Can you whistle?

No. Boo.

64. Do you have a bestfriend?

Yes.

65. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Hmm. My sisters, I think?

66. Can you skateboard?

No. Too scared.

67. Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?

Aww. Rooftop and a falling star.

68. Does it take a lot to make you cry?

No not really. Except when I'm pa-strong haha.

69. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call/ text you but they never do?

Yes, very much.

70. Have you ever hated someone but ended up liking him/ her?

Yes!

71. Do you miss your past?

If by past you mean grade school/ high school/ college, yes. Very much!

72. Are you happy with the way things are going?

It could get better. If only I had the will to do some stuff I should've been doing long ago hahaha!

73. In the past week have you cried?

Nope, I guess?

74. Today, would you rather go back a week or forward a week?

Forward, forward, forward.

75. Last December how was your heart?

Bad-steady-steady-steady-ok.

76. When was the last time you went camping?

Ooohh I think I never did?

77. What was the last thing you purchased?

Four in a Row hahaha! Then Oreo fudge.

78. What are you wearing on your feet?

None.

79. Any fun plans for today?

Everyday is fun... Matter of perspective HAHAHA!

80. Will this weekend be a good one?

I hope :)

81. Is anyone interested with you right now?

My mom is always interested with the way I eat. HAHAHA

82. Rent a movie or go to the movies?

Depends on the movie.

83. How does your hair look like today?

Sabog daw.

84. Are you a jealous person?

You wouldn't wish for it hahaha!

85. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

Not all the time.

GREAT.

2009-05-06T03:40:00.001+08:00

P29.00 CAN MAKE ME HAPPY. CLICK THE PICTURE AND SEE AND SMILE.

YO HO, YO HO!

2009-05-03T01:35:00.002+08:00

DID YOU KNOW THAT I ALMOST ALWAYS WRITE IN ALL CAPS? THAT'S WHY I FIGURED HEY, WHY DON'T I TRY TYPING THAT WAY TOO?

I JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE THIRD INSTALLMENT OF PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN (YEAH I'M THIS LATE AT APPRECIATING GOOD MOVIES- I PRACTICALLY WATCHED THE PIRATES TRILOGY JUST RECENTLY) AND MY MY MY JOHNNY DEPP IS ONE HOT MANNN *DROOL. AND I TOOK THIS QUIZ ON FACEBOOK WHICH WAS SUPPOSED TO TELL WHO MY CELEBRITY BOYFRIEND SHOULD BE AND GUESS WHO SHOWED UP? THAT GAY ZAC EFRON. I PUBLISHED IT FOR A A WHILE THEN REMOVED IT WHENNNN I TOOK THE QUIZ WHICH WAS SUPPOSED TO TELL WHICH CELEBRITY I SHOULD MARRY AND GUESS WHAT? IT SAID JOHNNY DEPP AND WHOA I WAS LIKE A HIGH SCHOOL KID WHO GOT SO KILIG OVER ONE STUPID FACEBOOK QUIZ.

IMAGINE IF I GET ZAC EFRON FOR A BOYFRIEND THEN I END UP WITH JOHNNY DEPP. SHEESH. I'M LIKE VANESSA HUDGENS ONE DAY THEN I GROW UP TO BE... ERR... KATE MOSS? HAHAHA KIDDING I WIKIPEDIAD JOHNNY DEPP AND IT SAYS THERE THAT HE'S WITH THIS VANESSA PARADIS GIRL ALREADY. I WONDER WHY THE THING BETWEEN HIM AND KATE MOSS DIDN'T WORK? I'LL READ ABOUT THEM TOMORROW NA LANG, I SHOULD SLEEP.

ANYWAY YOU GUYS SHOULD WATCH SWEENEY TODD. THEN FOR MY PLANS... I'LL TRY TO SEE MORE JOHNNY DEPP MOVIES THEN... I'LL GET A JOB. LIKE SERIOUSLY. SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY.

Happy!

2009-05-01T23:01:00.002+08:00

So yeah after 2 long weeks, we finally got to see each other again. Like, finally FINALLY. We watched a movie here at home and played Scrabble and I lost. Would you believe that?! I didn't so I asked for another game and guess what, I lost again. So there. May signature pa, autograph daw. Hahaha :))

THANK YOU DEARYYYY!!! Yeah even if I lost, happy parin ako, like incrediblyyy happyyy! :"> KISS!!! Mwah :-*

PS. Mushy, I know. HAHAHA

Inner Peace

2009-04-29T01:21:00.003+08:00

I watched Wall-E and Kung Fu Panda kanina. Yeah I'm such a kid. Wall-E was a silent movie pero it's good :) and Kung Fu Panda's funny, kung ok yung mood ko kanina. Pero medyo sad e. Parang ewan kasi, kulang na nga sa tulog hindi pa ko natutulog hanggang ngayon. Naintindihan mo?

And and and I watched 21, Iron Man and Wanted just recently. Haha oo, I'm catching up with the good movies I missed. Sweeney Todd's up next. That's 2007 pa actually, late reaction ako yeah I know.

CAN'T WAIT FOR REVENGE OF THE FALLEN! Hay. And I don't know if I'll catch up pa with GG and Heroes. Yung Heroes ang layo ko na, nagstop ako sa last episode nung Volume Three :)) then Gossip Girl medyo 4 or 5 episodes away ata ako.

Last night nga pala I slept at JC's house. Super far from here and nung pauwi kanina I was like oh noooo I'm going back to my life na naman na nakakulong lang sa kwarto and very routinary ang mga ginagawa. Hay I'm getting bored na talaga. Maybe I should get work na no? Maybe.

Gutom. I want donuts. Or chocolates? Or sleep na lang. Whatever.

3, TWO, 1

2009-04-25T20:23:00.002+08:00

Three names that friends call you:

1. Eden

2. EdenTan

3. Patti

Three most important dates in your life:

1. May 26

2. Dec 25

3. Feb 25

Three things you've done in the last 30 minutes:

1. Had dinner

2. Checked Facebook/ Multiply/ Mail

3. Decided to answer this

Three ways to be happy when you're just at home:

1. Read a book

2. Watch DVDs

3. Surf the net

Three gifts you would like to receive:

1. Flowers

2. Elson's Unicef Shirt

3. The life I used to live

Three of your favorite hobbies:

1. Think

2. Talk

3. Read

Three places you want to go for vacation:

1. Pagudpud

2. Pagudpud

3. Achie's house hahaha

Three favorite drinks:

1. Water

2. Kiwi Shake

3. Err... Coke?

Three things found in your bag:

1. Wallet

2. Makeup Kit

3. Tissue/ Wipes

Three favorite colors:

1. Green

2. Yellow

3. Pink

Top three you love so much:

1. Family

2. Aizza & Elson

3. Lifetime Friends

The Bum Brain

2009-04-24T23:52:00.004+08:00

The *happy* bum brain is very, very, very bored.

There Are 2 Gaps in Your Knowledge

Where you have gaps in your knowledge:

Philosophy

Science

Where you don't have gaps in your knowledge:

Religion

Economics

Literature

History

Art

Do You Have Gaps in Your Knowledge?

Haha I remember when I was younger, there were times when teachers would pick me as one of the class's representatives for the Science Quiz Bee. I'd go home bad trip.

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Exploring

You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name.

You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.

An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles.

You show people how to question their models of the world.

What's Your Thinking Style?

Sure.

You Are a Total Brainiac

You're amazingly brilliant. Some would even say genius.

You're curious, thoughtful, analytical, and confident.

You take on difficult subjects because you want to... not because you have to.

No field of knowledge is too complicated or intimidating for you.

You've got the brains to do anything you want.

It's possible you end up doing everything you want.

Are You a Brainiac?

Doing EVERYTHING I want? Why not. HAHAHA

You're Kind of Stupid

You got 8/10 questions right!

There's some things most people know... except for you.

Are You Stupid?

Sorry na. Haha.

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 68%

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is High

You have a great understanding of who you are, and your place in the world.

You know what path you're on. And you are excited about your future.

You're always deepening your inner knowledge and introspection. And enjoying it every step of the way.

How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?

Excited about the future, YES!

Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 58%

Your Interpersonal Intelligence is Average

You do well in most group settings, but you also need time to recharge.

So while you can work with people during the day, you may crave your alone time at night.

For you, it's all about balance!

How Does Your Interpersonal Intelligence Rate?

Alone time is always good :)

You Are 49% Tortured Genius

You are very smart and a little bit tortured. Like a tortured genius in training.

You're brilliant enough to see how screwed up the world is. Just don't let it screw you up!

Are You a Tortured Genius?

Hey that's what I'm good at- not letting the world screw me up. I do that by totally ignoring politics HAHAHA

Your Thinking is Concrete and Random

You are naturally inquisitive and curious.

You're excited by new ideas, and you are a true independent thinker.

You are interested in what is possible. You like the process of discovery.

You are often experimenting, challenging old ideas, and inventing new concepts.

Rules, restrictions, and limit don't really work for you.

You have to do things your own way, and you can't be bothered to explain yourself.

What Kind of Thinker Are You?

Concrete and random? Labo.

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.

You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.

An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.

Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstrations help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

I've always loved spatial quizzes when I was younger. Funny I have a poor sense of direction.

You Are Pretty Logical

You're a bit of a wizard when it comes to logic

While you don't have perfect logic, you logic is pretty darn good

Keep at it - you've got a lot of natural talent in this area!

How Logical Are You?

Women are born intuitive, right? I remember that homily when the priest once said that women are born intuitive, men are born logical. That's why men are in charge of planning and building structures. BOOHOO I TOTALLY DISAGREE

You Are 40% Left Brained, 60% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

Not bad, eh?

Your Observation Skills Get A C+

You tend to notice the big things in life...

But the details aren't exactly your forte

How Observant Are You?

Haha good quiz :))

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.

Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.

You would make an excellent:

Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor

Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer

Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer

Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's Your Ideal Career?

Hell yeah I never ever wanted to be a bank teller or a secretary.

HEY. Do you know why you can't let the bank know your secret? HAHAHA

Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional

Your General Knowledge is Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

You can't fully rely on this... Can you? Of course not. Hahaha!

You Scored an A

You got 10/10 questions correct.

It's pretty obvious that you don't make basic grammatical errors.

If anything, you're annoyed when people make simple mistakes on their blogs.

As far as people with bad grammar go, you know they're only human.

And it's humanity and its current condition that truly disturb you sometimes.

The It's Its There Their They're Quiz

It is, They are. OK?

Your Common Spelling Mistake Score: 90% Correct

Your spelling is excellent.

You don't fall for common spelling pitfalls, and you spell almost everything correctly.

Do You Make Common Spelling Mistakes?

Hmm. I wonder what I got wrong.

Your Spelling is Perfect

You got 10/10 correct.

Your spelling is excellent. You also have a great memory and eye for detail.

How's Your Spelling?

Just when an earlier quiz told me that I don't have the eye for details. Haha!

boyfriend!

2009-04-24T22:19:00.002+08:00

Your Relationship is Still Building Strength

You're relationship is fairly strong, but you're still working on making things solid.

Make sure you're both treating each other with kindness and respect, even when things aren't going well.

How Strong Is Your Relationship With Your Guy?

What You Know About Your Guy: Very Little

Your guy is still a huge mystery to you

(Hopefully, you at least know his last name!)

If you have only been on a few dates, then this is okay

But otherwise, it's time to do some digging

How Well Do You Know Your Man?

You're Reeling Him In

It sounds like you and your guy are a fairly new couple.

He's into you, but he's not willing to bet his life on it.

But if you've been together for a while, you may need to consider why he's not hooked yet!

Do You Have Him Hooked?

He's A Keeper!

Your guy is a rare find: sweet, kind, and loyal.

And as long as he doesn't have three nipples,

You should seriously consider keeping him a long time

Sometimes a girl can't see a good thing when she's got one

So let me tell you: your guy is a gold medal boyfriend

Just make sure you treat him right in return!

Is He a Keeper?

He's A Pretty Good Boyfriend

Your boyfriend gets an A for effort. He's trying his hardest, but he needs a little help.

It's likely that your guy hasn't had many serious relationships. Make sure you let him know what you need - gently.

Is He a Good Boyfriend?

Your Relationship Will Last For A While!

This may be hard for you to swallow, but you and your guy might not last

At least not forever. He's somewhere between Mr. Right... and Mr. Right Now

No doubt your guy is a great catch - and generally good to you

The odds are, however, that someone better is out there!

How Long Will Your Relationship With Your Guy Last?

Whoopsie.

Yey!

2009-04-24T03:00:00.001+08:00

New layout! Yeah I know I do this every summer haha. Just shows that I'm bored already.

Anyhoo I gotta sleep now. Good night! ;)

Aww I missed this.

2009-04-21T14:46:00.005+08:00

Got this somewhere in Multiply.

Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't tell who it is):

1. I AM SORRY. I want to give you the most heartfelt apology I can offer. I am really really sorry. And I miss you.

2. If you have questions then ask me. Don't tell me we'll lose those years of friendship over some issues you don't want to clarify with me. I don't want to lose you as a friend.

3. At first I was really bothered over your reactions. But then again, why should I please you?

4. I know it was fast. But please do know that I'm happy.

5. Thank you so much for being there- for being so understanding and patient with me. For not taking sides. You practically kept me sane during those days.

6. What are you? A minion of number 3? Are you taking sides too? I don't understand.

7. How dare you. HOW. DARE. YOU.

8. I'm not what you think I am. I didn't do what you think I did.

9. Thank you for being there, for understanding, and for just listening. For trying to help me. I'll always be here for you too. :)

10. You still have a lot to know about me. :)

Nine things about yourself:

1. I broke a lot of promises lately.

2. I want to get married at the age of 30 then get pregnant immediately.

3. I love yesterday's weather. You know that general weather in Twilight? Just make it a bit brighter. Makes me want to go out and close my eyes and feel the wind. HAHAHAHAHA!

4. Last night I had a dream. I found a Clinique concealer in powder form worth P25. Sick.

5. I'm excited to see Transformers- Revenge of the Fallen.

6. I'm really wishing the Pagudpud trip would push through.

7. I want to read all Harry Potter books right now. And I don't know why.

8. No matter what time I sleep in the night (or dawn) I always wake up at around 2PM unless someone wakes me up earlier.

9. I switched to Sun already. And yeah I guess that's forever. Unless there would come a time that Globe would start haunting me and telling me it misses me as much as I miss it. Haha.

Eight ways to win your heart:

1. You have to smell good. MMMMM.

2. You have to prepare a joke.

3. You have to sincerely think I'm funny even if I tell you the most stupid jokes.

4. You have to give me flowers on some random day.

5. Mama's Boy. Hahaha!

6. Sweet. Sincere.

7. Gentleman.

8. Well, you have to be Elson. YESSS!!! :P

Seven things that cross your mind a lot:

1. Portfolio.

2. Pagudpud. Hahaha

3. Friends.

4. First job.

5. Family.

6. Elson.

7. Food. Hahaha

Six little stupid things you want to happen to you before you die:

1. Own Bumblebee.

2. Know Krispy Kreme's secret recipe.

3. Punch the current Philippine president in the face using my muscled arm.

4. Have a conversation with Adam Sandler.

5. Wake up in Brandon Boyd's voice- he could sing me Certain Shade of Green on the first sunrise of 2012.

6. Sleep 24 hours straight.

Five turn-offs:

1. Airheads

2. Know-it-all

3. Guys who listen to novelty songs.

4. Guys who substitute z for s; switch their P and F; A and U; B and V.

5. Bastos. Not a gentleman.

Four turn-ons:

1. Abs

2. Neat guys.

3. Guys who read books.

4. Knows how to dress up and fix himself

Three smilies that describe your life:

1. :)

2. =))

3. :x

Two things you wish you never did:

1. That night at JC's

2. Slacked off. Hmm but I had fun anyway :)

One confession:

1. I'm starting to get excited at the thought of working. Just starting. To get. Excited. Wee :D

2009-04-13T01:27:00.000+08:00

I MEANT THAT.

2009-04-13T01:26:00.001+08:00

2009-04-13T01:05:00.002+08:00

Boom.

Baked with A-a-a-anggeerrrr

2009-04-11T00:59:00.006+08:00

Really had nothing to do na a while go so I decided to bake some brownies na. Minelt ko yung butter sa microwave oven then boom pumutok yung oven. Sira na. Oo na magwowork na ko to earn money papalitan ko yang oven na yan.

Not. Hahahahaha! :P

Anyhoo the brownies turned out fine.

Hey I wonder how you're doing. Are you having fun there? Good for you deary, I just wish you're safe there. It's really (really really) frustrating that we can't talk. I've been thinking a lot about you lately and I wonder if you're doing, or at least feeling the same? I wish it's Sunday already, can't wait to talk with you again.

And if you come home without any picture of handwritten Eden on sand, I'll shave all of your hair off.

Kidding, shaolin kiddo. haha :P I MISS YOU SO MUCH! Hugs and kisses :)

PS. This is a very tamed version of how I've been feeling. You can not imagine how much I was flaring up a while ago. Flareon. Corny.

2009-04-08T02:47:00.001+08:00

Yeah I missed you too.

2009-04-08T02:15:00.003+08:00

Korea.

Ayokong nakikinig sa mga bagay na hindi ko naiintindihan. Pero last week ko pa ata pinapakinggan yung Chuh Eum Geu Ja Ri Eh, grabe parang tanga kinikilig ako eh hindi ko naman maintindihan. Hindi ko nga alam kung anong ibig sabihin nung title e. Pucha yan, as Elson would say hahaha!

You Know I Love You :)

2009-03-24T04:00:00.004+08:00

LOVE LOVE!!!

Boooooored to deeeeeath.

2009-03-12T01:23:00.005+08:00

There's a lot to choose from:

1. Watch either Pokemon or Sailormoon DVDs. Now that's hourssss of entertainment.

2. Read 3 books waiting by my bedside. That's hourssss of intellectual entertainment.

3. Play Pokemon with the emulator. Try other versions- that's hourssss of fun.

4. Finish all the chocolates in the fridge. That's saying hello to a thousand more pounds, and probably a couple of pimples.

5. Start working on portfolio. Okay that gives me the creeps hahahaha

6. Watch the movies I reserved before.

7. Catch up on Gossip Girl and Heroes.

8. Try to fix all Architecture stuff and put them in one place.

9. Paint my nails; fix my eyebrows; get some bangs.

10. Bake all there is to bake.

11. Fix my playlist.

12. Clean my Drive D.

13. Have Spark checked. DAMN IT EDEN.

14. Look a for graduation dress.

15. Sleep. How can I forget that?

Bored

2009-03-11T02:32:00.005+08:00

I tried to look for Pokemon Ruby but I wasn't successful. Heck if I were I would be playing with it right now and would not be blogging.

I clicked and clicked away but wasn't able to find a good, working one. I have others in here like Yellow and Gold but I want Ruby- I want to play what you're playing. I gave up and ran to Facebook instead.

I figured I could answer some random survey which I have been tagged with. I checked Notes and there were many- but only of 3 kinds. The album cover thingy (but I'm not in the mood to go Photoshopping), the shuffle playlist thingy (but I want to fix my playlist first) and the 25 random thingy which I have answered already. Not there but here.

Which then led me to this because there was nothing better to do.

Maybe I should sleep since I'll be going out early later. Wish me luck with PP. I don't want an INC in my transcript. PLEASE.

I'm not sleepy at all, though.

It's almost 3am now and I just wish I could sleep.

Bangs!

2009-03-10T23:34:00.001+08:00

I am seriously fighting the urge to cut my own hair. Seriously seriously.

Whew. Effort.

2009-03-07T00:20:00.034+08:00

It's not that I have nothing else to do.

{Got this somewhere in Multiply}

1. A picture of you in your room

Just recently.

2. A picture with someone you don't really like

Haha I don't see the sense

3. A picture of you very drunk

I don't have any.

4. A picture of you on your birthday, or favorite holiday

Christmas is the best holidayyy

5. The youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form

This one's from late 2004. I think I have younger pictures somewhere out there but digging through stuff requires much more effort than I can give hahaha :P

6. A picture of you in one of your favorite outfits

Krispy Kreme is love.

7. A picture of you making goofy face at the camera

Chinatown I'll miss!

8. A picture you might have edited to make yourself more attractive

Mr. Photographer edited this himself.

9. A picture of a night you regret

That's my hair, in case you're wondering.

(No never again)

10. A picture of you being truly yourself

Need I say more?

11. The most recent picture of you

White lashes you can't see

12. A picture of you being absolutely ridiculous

Gabriel's birthday just last year.

13. A picture of you showing off a new haircut/ color

You've probably seen this before if you read my blog regularly.

14. A picture of a time in your life that's over, but you wish it wasn't

First year college/ Threesome days. AAWWWW :(

15. A picture of a time in your life that's over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is

It has something to do with the place where this picture was taken.

16. A picture of you when you were anything but happy

Good enough, huh? Haha

17. A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken

KFC dinner

18. A picture of you when you were a different person than you are now

I was sooo much different back in high school.

19. A picture of you with someone you love

Always :)

20. A picture of how you'd like the world to see you

HAHA. Make it a white hard hat though.

21. A picture that describes how you'd like to spend everyday

HAPPY DAYS!

22. A picture of a time when everything was changing

Transition. Woohoo!

23. A picture that makes your heart hurt.

This instead of Incubus. What the hell.

24. A picture that makes your heart smile

:">

Yikee

25. A picture of one of the best days/ nights of your life

College :>

From AR1-4 {2004-2005} to

AR 5-4 {2008-2009}

WOOHOOOO!!!

Parking Space :)

2009-03-05T01:40:00.003+08:00

Kanina I went to a lot of places. I'm tired. But I have to tell you this story.

Nag-grocery kami ni Mama then after doing so, we had to eat dinner na rin sa mall. Kaso pano the grocery bags? We went to Papa then sabi ni Papa we put in the car muna. So sabi ko sige push ko yung cart hanggang parking lot na lang. First time ko gawin yun. Dati kasi after grocery we just stay sa labas then dadaanan na lang kami ni Papa.

So anywayyyy ayun we went out and I used the ramps. Haha medyo funny yung isang part, halos hilain na ko ng cart pababa dahil sa bigat. Then ayun lakad lakad. Pagdating sa car, nilipat na yung stuff. Then tinanong ko si Papa kung anong gagawin ko sa cart. Sabi niya iwan ko na lang dun.

Naghanap ako ng free parking space at dun ko iniwan yung cart. As in pinark ko yung cart =)) Omg natatawa ko mag-isa habang ginagawa ko yun. Imagine if you're driving, looking for a parking space, then from afar parang may nakita kang free spot pero paglapit mo damn it may cart na naka-park. HAHAHA like someone went to the mall using a cart. Sosyal kariton yo! HAHAHAHA

Wokayyyy alam kong mababaw pero natatawa talaga ako =)) habang naglalakad pabalik sa mall nakangiti ako mag-isa =)) Kung shinare ko kay Papa tatawa rin kaya siya? Hmm.

I plan to read.

2009-03-04T02:53:00.003+08:00

I fixed my shelf in the sidebar and all that's listed there are books beside my bed. I plan to read.

Now maybe you're wondering why there's Twilight.

Hey I'm wondering too! Hahahahaha!!!

My tagboard's back again :)

2009-03-04T01:55:00.002+08:00

Just in case you feel like saying something. Haha.

Good morning!

2009-03-03T04:35:00.002+08:00

It's past 4AM and I'm done with my requirements; there's an exam later (2nd to the last Finals yo!); I have to be in school by 1PM; I have to wash my face now; shower and brush my teeth and sleep- all those I have to do and I can put my attention to

BUT I'M STILL NOT OVER THE FREAKING FACT THAT MY FACE IS FAT ALREADY GGEEEEDDDDEEEMMMIIITTTTT. But hey, thank God I don't have a second chin. Yet. WAIT SCRATCH THAT 'Yet' BECAUSE I WILL NEVVEEERRRRR ALLOW MYSELF TO GET A SECOND CHIN NOOOOO WWWAAAAYYYYYYY.

That's all. Thank you. I'll wash my face now and take a shower and brush my teeth and sleep.

Hungry

2009-03-03T01:53:00.004+08:00

Yet againnnnn damn it something's wrong with me hahahaha!

Look I see nothing wrong with gaining weight, it's actually good for me but please please please spare my face from the fat!

NOT FUNNY

{That's a big red one HAHA}

Yeah kailangan kasama the Banana Split I ate. Mmm I'm craving for Snickers. And maybe Amazing Aloha ulit. Gaaaahhhh and maybe some donuts. I MISS DONUTS ALREADY. Ok I think exag yang picture na yan kasi look at the posts before this one, hindi naman super fat like that. Pero nung nakita ko yan kasi medyo panic mode ako. Hahaha

Will. Eat. Yogurt. PROMISE.

Almost 12 to Almost 5 AM

2009-03-02T05:01:00.002+08:00

2009-02-28T20:03:00.000+08:00

Two

2009-02-26T22:52:00.002+08:00

Last day of regular classes tomorrow then woohoo Finals na then woohoo Baccalaureate then WOOHOOOOO GGRADUATE NA KOOOO!!! Yuck ayoko pa magtrabaho. Ang bata ko pa.

I'm waiting for Rex and JC right now and hmm I'm hungry. Sana pwede kami magdrive thru somewhere or something.

2009-02-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

Three

2009-02-25T03:22:00.002+08:00

Ok so I'll be sleeping then later when I wake up 3rd to the last day of class na then Finals na. Wow. Time flies fast :) Are we going to have class nga ba later? I mean what's there to discuss pa? Haha. And and and did you know that for the whole of February, later lang ulit ako makakapag-uniform? Hahaha.

Woooo I don't want to work paaaaaaaaaaa :((

2009-02-24T17:31:00.000+08:00

Ooh I missed blogging :">

25

2009-02-22T16:09:00.001+08:00

I'm supposed to post this on Facebook but I changed my mind. I'm that fickle minded right now.

Too many people tagged me already. 1. I was born 1988 which makes me the youngest person in class. Now I'm thinking if only I took a 4-year course which does not require a board exam, I'll be a professional at the age of 19. 2. I don't really care if people tease me with Eden Cheese. Hahaha it used to annoy me but now I have an answer for that. 3. People should stop asking if I'm Chinese. You'll only get annoyed with my answer- you know the thing about my blood? Hahaha! 4. I tell the silliest jokes. I'll like you for laughing. (Sincerely laughing) 5. I always say I'm 5'0 tall (short) but the last time I checked, I'm really only 4'11.5". You'll forgive me for rounding off, right? Haha! 6. I only learned how to ride the bike come college. I'm still not great at it right now, if you're wondering. 7. Wigs scare me. 8. I hate pamahiins and the like. I'm not a fan of astrology and feng shui. Puhlease. 9. I am bad with directions. I always have a map in my bag. 10. I believe I am a good girl. 11. AAR's Gives You Hell always reminds me of Freeform. It's playing right now and I'm kind of smiling alone in here. 12. I underwent (Is that the word? Haha) appendectomy at the age of 7. I turned 8 the day after the operation. 13. I used to have asthma attacks before. 14. I was a speaker back in high school. 15. I love makeup. I suck at applying it. 16. I miss having my sisters around. 17. I like eating alone sometimes. I like window shopping alone sometimes. I love my alone time. 18. Rap music annoys the hell out of me. Especially OPM rap. YUCK! 19. A lot of people mistake my birthmark for a bruise. 20. I used to hate color green as much as I hate violet. But now it's my favorite color. Green. Not violet. Violet sucks forever. 21. Speaking of that. A year ago, I wore a violet dress for Arki week. Violet makeup, too. And a wig was attached to my ponytail. You know how much of a torture that was? 22. I've been gaining weight lately. It's a good thing for my arms but not for my face. BOOHOO. 23. You know that thing about my brain cells? They keep on running then they always stumble on dead ends. It's happening again. I'm having a hard time completing this list hahaha! 24. I'm getting tired of this. 25. I'm not tagging anybody. Yey.

After-Thesis

2009-02-21T21:21:00.001+08:00

Sunday. Had dinner at Dencio's Banawe kasi birthday ni Achie the next day. Dami food, super full ako. Haha

Monday. UST for Exit Survey na pwede namang sa bahay na lang gawin. Hmp. Then meeting with Sir Noche for our goodbyes. Then dinner at Five Cows Trinoma with friends. The bomb ang desserts :)) Neoprint. Wee :D

Tuesday. Date with Aizza, the girl I love. Haha. Met up at Gateway, went to MOA, helped her with work. Kapagod ah pero I shouldn't complain kasi siya nga naka-heels pa eh hahaha. Ate at Sbarro na whoa may commotion pa. Then Timezone for Neoprint! (There's no stopping me hahaha)

Wednesday. Confessions of a Shopaholic with Elson. Yes, people, he agreed to watch the movie. Siya pa nga nag-aya eh. (Pero yeah I know napipilitan lang hahaha) And if you're going to ask, syempre you'll get the usual statement: The book is better than the movie. Pero funny naman eh so ok na rin siguro. Haha. Bought my planner. Hello, Feb na. Buti nag-planner pa ako no? Kung kelan ggraduate na at mukhang magpapaka-bum lang naman ako. Hahaha joke lang :)) Then sinolve niya yung Lilo and Stitch. Na pinagtatawanan niya kung bakit binili ko pa. E duh Lilo and Stitch kaya yun! Kung Pokemon yun bibilhin ko rin no. Pero kung hindi, syempre hindi. Hahaha :)) Then dinner at Giligan's, then Neoprint. Woohoo!!!

Thursday. Met up with Gabo across St. Peter, off to Mcdo Philcoa to wait for Mong. Sam was there with Dan! Stinalk ako e. Joke lang Samuel! Hahaha then pagdating ni Mong we went to Market! Market! para mag-wall climb. Ever Gotesco of the south hahaha kadire :)) Pero sige na lamang na kasi mayaman sa escalators and may space frame. Fun mag-wall climb kasi hindi naman inclined yung tinry ko pero scary rin kasi super taas. Pero fun naman. Yey :D After that kumain sandali then off to JC's. Overnight yey :)

Friday. Woke up early. Like 10AM ata? Ate lunch. I wanted to meet up with Aizza kaso she's busy. Kaya I went home with Gabo na lang pero dumaan pa kami sa Shang kasi he bought something. Before getting there hinarang pa kami ng MMDA person na ang kulit, pinagpipilitang taga-Pampanga si Gabo e hindi nga e hahaha! Pero sige mabait na for letting Gabo go. Yey.

Pictures at my Multiply. Soon. Kapag sinipag na ko mag-upload. Haha.

Life without thesis is love. Love love :)

:x

2009-02-18T22:51:00.006+08:00

Thank you for a thousand things! Well first off thank you for that pop corn. Remember? And that Kinder Bueno. Haha! Then those Minute Maids. Hahahahaha! And the times in front of the church. For being there in my second endorsement. For that Sausage McMuffin breakfast. 2:30-3:15 AM breaks. OFW moments. Hahaha :P THAT PICTURE!!! The calculator, the Cad file. Third endorsement overnights. SHOOTING STAR! Rooftops :) For letting me stay over. Helping me out on thesis. Plotting, photoshopping, printing my stuff. Bringing my boards everywhere. SUPER BIG HELP. Couldn't have done it without you. And know that my mom is just as thankful :) Driving through Commonwealth in the middle of the night just because we miss each other already. Showing up for the first time here at home, like at around 12:30AM. Talk about unholy, hahaha! But I really loved it. It didn't bother anyone here so it's all good. ;) Sleeping over just to help me. Field trips. Hugs! Jollibee, McDonald's, Shakey's, Parilla dinners. Did I miss a place? Yeah Cesca of course. Wonderful, wonderful 14th of Feb. A very beautiful rose before defense, and a wonderful afternoon with my nuggets and your quarter pounder. Wonderful evening at Tomas Morato. Have I told you I had a wonderful day? Hahaha! Sundae and Fries just the other day. A long talk last night on the phone. Err, we actually talk like every night ata? Haha there's this wireless phone in my room already. Because of you! Haha :P And our first movie date a while ago. Barbecue pop corn. You trying to fix my Lilo and Stitch IQ puzzle. Dinner. Neoprint. And let's not forget Fun. Fun :P And and for playing Pokemon with me. Lamest game ever but fun naman kaya. Hahaha!

The list could go on and on (and on and on). Deary thanks for making everyday a happy one. Let's forget them and just continue being happy :D :D :D Live life to the fullest, di'ba? :P I'm looking forward to more days with you. Happy, lovely days :) Thank you for waiting. I'm happy whenever I'm with you. I'm happy we have each other.

The thump-thump's here as well already. Much love :-* Hugs!

PS. I'm kinda tired. I think I can make a better post than this. But this will do for the moment. Hihi :D

D-day days ago.

2009-02-16T00:31:00.004+08:00

Defense is love. I passed.

Whopee it's only a matter of time and I shall soon belong to the statistics of unemployed people! Woohoooooo I'll love after-thesis. And you will, too ;)

Because I'm scared... and bored.

2009-02-08T01:50:00.003+08:00

My friends have been posting defense stuff on Multiply and I'm thinking I should post my schedule too... but nah. Nevermind. I think I haven't told you- I have my dress and heels already. Very cute items and I'm broke. Haha. No makeup then. I bought something else :)

My heart's beating really fast right now. I'm thinking of defense and here I am, blogging. Haha. Well maybe I just need to vent it out. I'm not only thinking of defense; there's a lot of other stuff too. Thinking of those while doing stuff on Cad. Nice, huh?

I was thinking of typing something like "I want normalcy back" but on second thought, I still am normal. I mean you do get to this kind of mess sometimes, right? Well no it's not really a mess- it's just something out of the normal. Maybe I should define normal. Next time. I have to go back to thesis.

Lalalo-- :)

Too many E's.

2009-02-06T19:14:00.002+08:00

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

Have Fun!

1. What is your name: Eden

2. A four letter word: Even

3. A boy's name: Edward. Elson.

4. A girl's name: Eds. Edlaynne.

5. An occupation: Engineer

6. A color:

7. Something you wear: Earrings

8. A food:

9. Something found in the bathroom:

10. A place: Ecuador

11. A reason for being late: Eating. EATING ICE CREAM!

12. Something you shout: Ewan ko sa'yo. Hahaha!

13. A movie title: Ever After

14. Something you drink:

15. A musical group:

16. An animal: Elephant

17. A street name: EDSA WOOHOO

18. A type of car:

19. The title of a song:

20. A hobby:

ERR. Hirap. Laro na lang tayo ng Pokemon. Hahaha!

ILOVEYOUSABADO!

2009-02-03T21:18:00.007+08:00

My thesis defense sched fell on Valentine's Day. Haha.

Now I'm wishing for jury members that are in lalalove :x hahaha!!!

Anyhoo sana pumasaaaaa {Insert praying emoticon here} Sana sana sanaaa!!!

Wow :x

2009-02-03T02:26:00.003+08:00

It was a very romantic setting (Yes, I'd like to think it was hahaha!) for my first shooting star. Oh wow :x Haha :P It was last Thursday, by the way. Dawn of last Thursday. :)

Photo from here

Happy :)

2009-02-02T16:20:00.002+08:00

I got endorsed and was lucky enough to pick #269. My nails are cute, and I had enough sleep already. I had enough rest. I'll be buying a new pair of heels soon. And hopefully a new dress too. Hmm I'm thinking about makeup too. I'll go to school early tomorrow to watch a couple of my friends, I do hope we all pass. I'll also have my letter signed and will check the exact time of my defense. I was able to talk with the bestfriend last night, I hope she's having a good time at work today. I am looking forward to after-thesis. I really really hope I pass; that we all pass. I was at the phone all night last night, practically laughing the whole time. I miss someone right now! (Hugs, you know who you are :P)

I wanna go out :((

2009-01-26T18:29:00.002+08:00

My neck hurts. I've been doing weird sleeping positions lately just so I'm sure I'll be able to wake up on time.

I've been working really slow. I hate whenever I'm like this.

I'm planning to start printing stuff tomorrow. And you know what that means right? Tonight is MAGIC NIGHT! (Abra, Kadabra and Alakazam come over heeeerrrrree!!!)

AOL Radio is love.

I want to go out. I want to go to Pluto!!! Hahahaha! No seriously, I just want to go somewhere far. Well come to think of it, anywhere else good is far from where I come from. HAHAHA did you get me? Bet you didn't.

I want to go out, and get some fresh air. Hmm... fresh.

I want to go out! Far from thesis. Oh no no wait, I'll finish thesis first.

I wish I could finish. And get endorsed.

And I wish I could hug you right now.

Hey.

2009-01-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU!!!

Like miss-miss you. I miss you so much already. :(

Mutya

2009-01-22T14:28:00.002+08:00

Baby thinking of you keeps me up all night!

Oh wait it's not night yet.

Wokayyy... Too much Britney Spears already.

YOU

2009-01-19T11:50:00.008+08:00

You who stopped my shoes,

You who waited for serendipity to make its way,

Wait ang labo ata ng grammar. But whatever, you know what I'm talking about naman right? Haha. I want to thank you for everything. For making me happy for the past few weeks. For making those stressful weeks still happy ones. Hugs!!! I hope I'm making you happy too? Yikee. YIKEE HAHAHA!

PS. I'm not fond of mushy posts. But you deserve this :).

Sleep.

2009-01-15T23:38:00.003+08:00

Hindi ako pwedeng matulog... Pero kailangan ata. Antok na antok na ko :(

So para magising ako, hindi ako matutulog sa kama. Ok naintindihan mo ba? Hahaha

Matutulog ako sa... sahig. Uupo ako sa sahig, sasandal sa cabinet ko. Mag-aalarm... at pipikit.

KAWAWA NAMAN EDEN TAN!

Haha okay tawang-tawa ako. Labo hahaha.

Sacrifice yan ha... sana naman ma-endorse ako.

While we experience~

2009-01-15T00:46:00.004+08:00

Hhaannti-gravityyy

Aaaannnttttiiiii- grravvviiitttyyyyyyy

Aaaannntttiiii- graaaaavvviiiitttttyyyyyhhhheeeee

Ooohhhh

Ang galing ko kumanta :D :D

Help!

2009-01-13T01:31:00.002+08:00

Help me end this week right. Grant me some miracle please :(.

I CAN DO THIS! WOOHOO!!!

Look!

2009-01-11T13:22:00.010+08:00

Try Fatima next time. Hahaha kidding :P

Traffic Light

2009-01-09T22:12:00.006+08:00

O O O O O O O O O O O O O

2009-01-09T07:22:00.003+08:00

Womanizer

Woman-

Womanizer!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA tawang tawa ako =))

2009-01-06T10:32:00.000+08:00

Tired, Stressed, Happy

Happy Shobe :)

SAY YES!

2009-01-02T03:31:00.004+08:00

If you tell me yes, it's a maybe, a maybe that's leaning to yes if you tell me yes. So is it a yes?

Boom!

2009-01-01T14:04:00.009+08:00

I love this game!

Hello, 2009!!!

2009-01-01T00:33:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! HUGS!!!

2008

2008-12-31T22:46:00.004+08:00

Okay so a couple of friends posted this on Multiply and I kinda got inggit haha. I didn't ask permission for this :P

2008 AWARDS

1) BUDDY OF THE YEAR?
- Aizza! For always being there. I love you, hugs!

2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend)
- Pam and Siena... since like, 5th grade? Or are we going to count 3rd grade? You know, jackstone days. Hahaha! And Joahnna! I have always loved you even if we had a lot of downs in our friendship :)

3) NEWCOMER AWARD - COOLEST NEWEST FRIEND?
-Did I actually get new friends this year? Hmm wait...

3) HIGHEST POINT OF THE YEAR?
- June. I started right. Or at least I think :))

4) LOWEST POINT OF THE YEAR?
- I actually think I'm still there. Hahaha! But all will change, AFTER THAT FRICKIN THESIS!

5) BEST HOLIDAY?
- I've always loved Christmas but thank you thesis for ruining it this year :(

6) YOUR SONG FOR 2008?
- Binibining Pilipinas theme song. HAHAHA

7) Best movie FOR 2008?
- I'm not a fan of superhero movies but yeah The Dark Knight was good.

8) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH AND WHERE?
- Sam did we spend it together? I can't remember. If not, maybe I was helping build the float for Arki Week haha.

9) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN?
- Eden Tan. Scary enough, huh? Hahaha

10) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR?
- CHINATOWN!!! And Bronx WOOHOO HAHAHA

11) KISS OF THE YEAR?
- :-*

12) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR?
- Get a facial treatment. Hahaha kidding :P

13) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR?
- Get a better Christmas than this year's. Hahaha

14) MOST STUPID IDEA WHEN DRUNK?
- I don't drink :D

15) TV SHOW OF THE YEAR?
- Gossip Girl and Heroes... because those are the only shows I watch :))

16) MOST LOYAL FRIEND(s)?
- High school friends :)

17) HEARTBREAKER OF THE YEAR?
- The unexpected break-up. But it's all good ;)

18) BIGGEST CHANGE OF THE YEAR?
-

19) NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTION?
- I'm not a fan of resolutions haha.

Goodbye, 2008.

2008-12-31T14:09:00.004+08:00

And hello to turning 21. Haha.

INTERNAL PANIC MODE!

2008-12-30T21:24:00.001+08:00

GAAA I HATE THIS FEELING :(( Lord help me :(

Game?

2008-12-29T22:46:00.001+08:00

Haha tara. Fun yan.

HA?!

2008-12-29T16:03:00.002+08:00

Di ko gets why people type like they're texting. Pero may mas malala pa. People who type tHiS WaY. Labo, bakit ang labo ng capitalization?! Naalala ko nung bata ako, sa spelling exam, nagcapitalize ako. Ganito:

Vegetables

Fruits

Those are not the exact words pero parang ganyan na rin. Minali ako dahil hindi naman daw proper noun yun, so bakit icacapitalize. Dapat:

vegetables

fruits

Pero sure ako, sure na sure, na hindi pwede ang:

VeGetaBLes

fRuItS

Ayun lang. Paki-explain nga.

Stop asking

2008-12-29T15:20:00.005+08:00

for directions, mahina talaga ako dun.

for the title of the song, the artist, the album it's from. I just leave the player on whenever I work- so I don't really know who's singing what, and vice versa. I just recognize them whenever I hear them. Or see their album art, maybe. Haha.

if I know this person or that. I know people by face if I see them everyday, I know them only by name if I hear about them but barely see them. Don't make me relate names with faces, especially if you introduced us only once. I easily forget. Unless I know something about that person. Haha :P

if I know this building or that, and who was behind it. Explanation is somehow similar with that of song title-artist-album. And yeah I'm planning to change that. I should. God help me.

Poor memory. Poorest? FOREST! Ang corny hahaha. Work na nga ako ulit. Haha.

Laughed, Laughing, Will Laugh

2008-12-28T19:18:00.001+08:00

Hmm ano kayang iniisip mo? Hmm...

Waiting

2008-12-27T00:18:00.003+08:00

I'm waiting, and what's funny is I don't actually know what I'm waiting for. It just feels like I have to wait for something.

Weird, I know.

I'm glad we're friends :)

2008-12-26T00:21:00.002+08:00

SANTA!!!

2008-12-23T01:38:00.007+08:00

Ok so mama bought me the jacket I've been eyeing and Achie bought me the eyeshadow I've been wanting. Dunks na lang! Hahaha!

COME ON, SANTA! I've been good all year long and you know that right? Just a pair of high cut Dunks and I'm good for the season. You may forget all the Christmases you didn't give me any plus I'm giving you a couple more Christmases to skip. Oh I can tell you're definitely seeing how much of an angel I am right now! Right? Right? Size 6, and no purples, just to remind you. Thanks! And lots of hugs!

Happy Hugging Holidays!

2008-12-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

Naalala ko na!

2008-12-15T02:24:00.003+08:00

Ang KJ ni ate!

2008-12-13T22:40:00.001+08:00

BAKIT BAWAL ILIPAT YUNG STARFISH?! HA?! Hahaha

Thank you ulit ha. (Pang-ilang thank you ko na to? Hahaha) Pero thank you ulit. Hahaha

Fresh Air

2008-12-11T01:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm... It's soo... Fresh.

For A Moment Like This

2008-12-10T03:32:00.003+08:00

{I swear I'll try to be coherent}

Ok so you Venice called me 'sabaw' tonight for like more than 3 times I think. I just want you to know that I AM NOT! Hahaha yeah I do write nonsense here, I don't know why, I just like writing nonsense. Hahaha!

So for you, dear reader who keeps on checking my blog from time to time, I want you to know that there's more than what's written here. Come on be a man (or woman, gay, whatever), talk to me personally. I get this feeling that you're like judging me already from what you read here. Don't! Ok? Haha I have a lot more in mind that I could tell you (like life's best jokes HAHAHA) than what you see or read in here. Stuff I put here are actually stuff you don't need to know... I just kind of blurt things out here when I get really bored (or when I feel like procrastinating. Ok sir kill me now) Ooohhh John Mayer's singing for me right now! Gaa I've been on this mushy station on LaunchCast the whole night and I don't know why... Maybe because I feel like being mushy? But I don't have anyone to be mushy with! BOOHOO!!! Hey statue I think I should give you a name.

So anywayyy back to you Mr./ Ms. Reader. See I have a counter in here and I can pretty much tell who my readers are... most of the time. And you, you're making life hard for me! Hahaha you check my blog a lot of times so I see you lot of times, but hey I don't have any idea who you are. Why do you even care about what I write here anyway? Just talk to me personally. I get this feeling that you know me. That we know each other. Now why can't we just be friends and let's have a talk about Shrek 2 and my not being able to watch Shrek 3.

I actually have a copy of Shrek 3 but I haven't watched it for reasons I don't feel like enumerating. I don't know what's gotten into me for me to talk this much in here right now. Hahaha it must be the coffee... but honestly I feel like I should take some powernap. Yeah maybe I should. After I finish that frickin theater.

I think I wanna get married tomorrow. There's this someone in my Multiply who got married, and I kind of got 'Aww she's married' and now I feel like I should, too. But waittt I don't even have a house yet. I don't have a car. I don't have a job. I haven't passed the board exam. I haven't gone under any form of apprenticeship yet. I haven't graduated! I'm not even done with my thesis!!! And I don't even have someone to marry!!! Hahaha this is sick. Maybe I'll just get married a thousand years from now. I just hope I still have this 'I wanna get married' feeling by that time.

Now Paula Abdul's singing. (Rush! Rush!) WHY THE HELL AM I IN THIS STATION?! And why was that all in caps? Why am I wasting my time on this? Why can't I just get my hands working on my frickin thesis?! Gaa I'm getting hungry again but there's no food in here anymore. I finished my breakfast like an hour ago and I want to have another breakfast. Someone take me to the nearest 24-hour fastfood! I'm gonna sneak out through my window.

It's Billy Joel now. Do you know him? I don't. Now it's Mariah Carey. I should get going. Bye!

{See? I told you I'm not sabaw.}

Prince Charming

2008-12-10T00:42:00.005+08:00

Let's marry Prince Charming!!!

Eden Charming.
Eden Charming!
Eden Charming...
Mrs. Eden Charming!
Mrs. Eden Charming!!!
MRS. EDEN CHARMING!!!
MRS. PRINCE CHARMING!!!
Architect Eden Charming...
Architect Eden Charming!!!

HAHAHA parang bata.

Wait. Requirement na napanood mo na yung Shrek para magets ako. Hahaha

Coincidence?

2008-12-09T05:55:00.004+08:00

Hmm. Are you thinking what I'm thinking you're thinking?

Haha labo.

DROOL.

2008-12-08T01:52:00.001+08:00

2008-12-06T01:37:00.005+08:00

Lalala

2008-12-05T03:32:00.005+08:00

Eden is lost.

2008-12-04T13:15:00.004+08:00

Eden will find her map by herself. But how can Eden find her map if she doesn't have a map?

a. By using a compass.
b. By using her instincts.
c. Eden should not look for the map- she's that bad with directions so why bother. She'll only get lost-er.
d. The map is in her bag.
e. All of the above

I'M UP THIS EARLY!

2008-12-03T09:09:00.000+08:00

Haha wala lang, ang aga ko lang nagising today :D Congratulate me woohoo! :P

Gusto ko ng Coke.

2008-12-03T02:03:00.002+08:00

Yung malamig na malamig.
Kaso sarado na ang mga tindahan.

Hur

2008-12-02T03:56:00.003+08:00

Kanina, naalala ko na gusto ko nga pala bumili nung mousse. Buti na lang kasama ko si Mama. Pagkauwi ko, naalala ko na maikli na nga pala buhok ko.

I miss my long hair :(

Text me in the morning with caution. Haha.

2008-12-02T01:08:00.004+08:00

Hay nakakahiya. Last week, a schoolmate approached me and asked if he could borrow a book. I said yes and gave him my number. He texted the next day kaso I read it half-awake, half-asleep haha. So by the time na bumangon ako, I completely forgot na nagtext na pala siya. E parati pa naman akong nagbubura ng messages kapag puno na ang memory so there, nabura ko number niya. At ngayon ko lang naalala hahaha. I messaged him pa tuloy, even his brother para lang sabihin na nakita ko na yung book haha. Hmm ang bait ko talaga. HAHAHA.

And meron pang time na Rex texted to borrow my CADD installer, pero ang basa ko XP installer so dinala ko yung hiniram ko sa kanya. Parang ewan. Tinanong niya ko the next day kung bakit ko dinala yun. Hahaha sorry na.

Now I wonder kung may iba pang text na hindi ko nareplyan.

Ex-husband

2008-11-29T23:49:00.004+08:00

Maybe I have one somewhere. Hmm.

Random.

2008-11-29T19:05:00.003+08:00

Dinner time na kaso ayoko pa kumain. Ayoko kasi nung ulam. Nagreklamo na naman ako kay Mama. Well siguro kaya ako payat e dahil mapili ako sa ulam. Kapag ayoko, onti lang talaga kakainin ko. Kapag gusto ko naman, e parang never napupuno ang tank ko.

Dahil nagreklamo na naman ako, sinabihan ako ng nanay ko na ako na raw ang mamalengke at ako na rin magluto para wala na akong reklamo. Sabi ko naman, may cookbook naman kasi, bakit hindi siya kumuha ng recipe dun.

Ayaw daw niya kasi baka mahirap hanapin yung ingredients. May mga cookbook nga naman talaga na pag-iisipan pa kung saan huhugotin ang ingredients. Pero naman, Del Monte lang naman ang cookbook na andito. Very pinoy ang recipes sa loob. So tinanong niya kung nasaan. Parang ewan, siya kaya nag-uwi nun, tinago ko lang hahaha.

So ayun, hinalungkat ko pa sa mga gamit ko. Tapos bumalik ako kay mama... binasahan ko siya ng isang recipe dun na mukhang masarap at very easy to find ang ingredients. Sabay tanong ng "Bakit kaya walang ampalaya dito? Bakit walang atay? Bakit walang talong?!"

Ayaw na ayaw ko talaga ng talong. Magkamatayan na, hindi ako kakain nun. Pakainin na ko ng atay at ampalaya, huwag lang talong. Bukod kasi sa ayaw ko ng color violet e hindi naman talaga masarap yun.

Speaking of ampalaya, alam niyo ba na nito lang e nagluto si mama ng ampalaya, like every other dinner? TORTURE. Well natorture ang katawan ko dahil konti lang kinain ko. Hahaha.

At ngayon, atay ang ulam. NAMAN O. Buti na lang kumain ako kanina bago umuwi. Kumain ako mag-isa.

Dati wala naman talagang problema kung kumain ako mag-isa. Natutuwa pa nga ako kasi feeling ko ang independent ko. Big girl na ko! Hahaha. Pero kanina, parang iba ang pakiramdam.

I'll stop there kasi emo people suck. HAHAHA

Anywayyy so ayun pagkatapos ko kumain naglibot ako sa mall. Naghanap ako ng damit. Nararamdaman kong pagbibigyan ako.

Marami pa akong pwedeng masabi, pero parang ang gulo-gulo ng utak ko ngayon. May nabubuo pa lang na idea, may bago na namang umeeksena.